I want to think and I cannot think freely when my... I want to think and I cannot think freely when my body is confinedI am sure you will understand!"
He had evidently self-control, so when the attendants came I told them not to mind, and they withdrewRenfield watched them goWhen the door was closed he said with considerable dignity and sweetness, "DrSeward, you have been very considerate towards meBelieve me that I am very, very grateful to you!"
I thought it well to leave him in this mood, and so I came awayThere is certainly something to ponder over in this man's stateSeveral points seem to make what the American interviewer calls "a story," if one could only get them in proper orderHere they are:
Will not mention "drinking
Fears the thought of being burdened with the "soul" of anything
Has no dread of wanting "life" in the future
Despises the meaner forms of life altogether, though he dreads
being haunted by their souls
Logically all these things point one way! He has assurance of
some kind that he will acquire some higher life
He dreads the consequence, the burden of a soulThen it is a
human life he looks to!
And the assurance…?
Merciful God! The Count has been to him, and there is some new scheme of terror afoot!
Later-I went after my round to Van Helsing and told him my suspicionHe grew very grave, and after thinking the matter over for a while asked me to take him to RenfieldAs we came to the door we heard the lunatic within singing gaily, as he used to do in the time which now seems so long ago
When we entered we saw with amazement that he had spread out his sugar as of oldThe flies, lethargic with the autumn, were beginning to buzz into the roomWe tried to make him talk of the subject of our previous conversation, but he would not attendHe went on with his singing, just as though we had not been presentHe had got a scrap of paper and was folding it into a notebookWe had to come away as ignorant as we went in
His is a curious case indeedWe must watch him tonight
LETTER, MITCHELL, SONS & CANDY TO LORD GODALMING
"My Lord,
"We are at all times only too happy to meet your wishesWe beg, with regard to the desire of your Lordship, expressed by MrHarker on your behalf, to supply the following information concerning the sale and purchase of NoThe original vendors are the executors of the late MrArchibald Winter-SuffieldThe purchaser is a foreign nobleman, Count de Ville, who effected the purchase himself paying the purchase money in notes 'over the counter,' if your Lordship will pardon us using so vulgar an expressionBeyond this we know nothing whatever of him
"We are, my Lord,
"Your Lordship's humble servants,
"MITCHELL, SONS & CANDYSEWARD'S DIARY
2 October-I placed a man in the corridor last night, and told him to make an accurate note of any sound he might hear from Renfield's room, and gave him instructions that if there should be anything strange he was to call meAfter dinner, when we had all gathered round the fire in the study, MrsHarker having gone to bed, we discussed the attempts and discoveries of the dayHarker was the only one who had any result, and we are in great hopes that his clue may be an important
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